My dear one,
My unexpected blogging hiatus seems to have come to an end, and it is so nice to sit down and write to you once again. During those three weeks of "silence" I finished up the school year, listened to my students' performance juries, had several performances of my own, and graduated! My dad was able to come stay with me for a few days during this past weekend of commencement activities. He was the only one there to take photos, and they weren't even really good photos. Somewhat disappointing... I wish you could have been there. My heart felt the hole created by your absence.
I bought myself flowers today ... "just because." I'm weary of feeling passed over. On May 9th, the friend who had announced her new "dating relationship" on April Fool's Day posted her engagement photos on Facebook. I cried. And I officially removed her from my newsfeed. I still cry when I think about it. But I am resolved to treat myself with the respect (and splurges every once in a while) I deserve for the completion of this degree, hence the flowers. No one else may be celebrating with me, but I have worked so hard to get through these three years, and it feels so good to be done!!!!
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